so much to say. not much to say

there are times when i sit here wanting to blog, but find myself not being able to come up with something. it's not that there's nothing going on in my life. sometimes i can't blog about certain things-- things that are too personal that i can't put them to words here. life is hard. that sums it up pretty nicely. anyone who argues with me on that point simply cannot be living. you can't exist here in this world without some kind of suffering. there are those who definitely seem to suffer more than the rest of us. some people suffer quietly and there are those who suffer quite loud and even blog about it incessantly. i won't do that. all i wanted to write tonight is that i'm not much in the mood for a funny blog moment. i'm more pensive tonight. i pray those of you who stumble upon this entry won't feel sorry or worry too much. just say a prayer for those in your life who may be going through hard times whether it be sickness, mental illnes, family issues, financial issues, etc.. pray for their strength and that God will sustain them. i trust He will.