hope

this word is my theme right now. i'm going to be okay, but at the same time, i'm okay just the way i am. we're formed by things in our past -- good or bad. sometimes it takes some of us longer to figure this out. i'm hopeful. i'm hopeful that one day i'll be a great girlfriend and eventually wife. oh and maybe mother. i'm hopeful that i'll be a better friend, daughter, girlfriend with good boundaries. i'm starting to say what i mean. i'm starting to say what i really thing. i'm starting to figure out who i really am. i'm a child of God first and foremost!